Thursday, February 18, 2010

So tired.

But I`m not sleeping. :/ Don`t feel like it. Surprising, I know, that the biggest lover of sleep is deciding not to sleep. But I should sleep soon because MooMoo should sleep in the dark, not with lights on.

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I think that color`s starting to be one of my favorites. Not because TOP`s workin` it so well, but I use it a lot in coloring digitally. I used to go on CelestialValkyrie`s livestream a lot & I noticed that she uses a looot of that color too. At first, I was like, that`s an awfully bright color to shade with, but after the KevinxVesta picture I did, I started getting a little attatched :]

& TOP just made me like it even more, bahahahaa.

I really want to eat something expensive & good. I`m getting sick of eating the same soup with the same side dishes. But I`m not really sure what it is I want to eat. I want something sweet.
Maybe I`m craving dango. Puahahaha. But I can`t eat too much of that because that gets really tiring after like the fourth stick. Still really good, though.
I want to go to cafe village again & get peach iced tea again. I wish my cousin were here so we can go & get it together at like seven in the evening after some hardcore shopping. Maaan, those were some fun days. I want to go shopping again like that but I have no one to go with, except my mom. & she`s no fun, asdfghjkl. I eye something but I can never buy it. I always end up window shopping when I`m with her & come back home with all these items spinning around in my mind.
I think that`s where I get all the ideas for clothes on my drawings.
I realized I draw ME when I`m drawing. I draw girls with :
`my hairstyle
`my clothes
`hair I`d like to have again (long)
`clothes I wish I had bought
`clothes I wish to make one day
But I guess that`s the case with many artists. It`s just a lot easier to draw when you`re thinking about yourself.

I really want to get my nails done, except it doesn`t really suit my image. Plus, my nails are in horrible health & it would be ruined in a day. My nails might even snap off in half. :C
Maybe next time.

I`m kind of thinking of the next camera I should get. A Nikon/Canon DSLR or a Fujifilm instant film camera. This is a stupid dilemma, but I always wanted an instant film camera--a pretty one, not the ghetto, bulky Polaroid one my dad has.
I have to get a job & save up for a car and a camera. RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO SHOP. It`s going to be the biggest challenge of my life.

Even though I can`t play it, but I`m really excited for FFXIII. It looks so bomb.
Lightning & Noctis look so amazing. The Eidolons look crazy boss, too. Denggg, they get so creative game after game I wish I could see FFfifty-something.
I just didn`t like FFXII :/ I don`t know why. Maybe it`s because I kept dying to normal monsters, lmao. I`m so n00b.
I have a Kingdom Hearts addiction--again. Isaac let me borrow his KHII bc AaronLee f`d up mine. I`ve been zooming through it, except the cave part in Winnie the Pooh. FFFFF-- I used to think Winnie the Pooh was the cutest thing in the world, but now, Tigger just annoys the heck out of me. He never listens & always does before thinking.

I don`t think I can hold off sleep any longerrrr. Except I`m feeling more awake than when I started this post. Hm. Still, today was a long day.
Oh yeah, I was in a minor car crash. There`s a lot more things on my mind than that car crash that it`s so easily overlooked.
& I`m still trying to discover myself.
---------------BLE$$A*

1 smiles:

ERRi said...

Dudeee FF13, come play it at my house =w= ehehehe.
Although all the characters are apparently really annoying and whiney LOL. they are all emo. :P hahha
But the graphics look sweet and the music is tighttt.

LOL THE CAMERA THING LOL. I was having that dilemma the other day :P ask derek. I've been having this dilemma since 2 years ago OTL haha. I have 2 friends with the fujifilm and they said that its alright. THey don't really use it all that often haha. the quality is meh and the film gets costly. but I still want it haha I ended up not getting it because the enw one is the best one but its really expensive and its not worth it LOL I don't think I would use it all that much anyways. DSLR I really want but the thing is that its super heavy and I can't afford it LOL. I wouldn't carry it around anyways. My friend got her's stolen :C so yeahh. I'm just sticking with my old camera. it has just as much mp as the cheapest dslr so there's no point haha OTL anyways, that's why I didn't get one. it doesn't mean I don't want it anymore but unless someone decides to get me the xti, I'm not even going to have one LOL.
oh and dslr's the lens' are SOOOO expensive D: especially if I just want one for hobby and what not OTL hahha